lying down in my bed
with defeated feelings of my head
downs by a broken wings
a heart wrapped by tears

my soul's steals by emotions
a life tripped by the holes
a eyes blinded by cheats
and a mouth zipped by fears

i become despaired of all trials
with unfaithfulness of the best liars
turn my optimistic self to loses heads
with my sorrows that cannot hide itself

my heart's full of regrets
with every drop of my tears in bed
today i'm losing my way to heal
my smile loses its ability to conceal

i'm now defeated by my emotions
drifting away from the people i need
burn my self with this feeling!
and i don't know which way to go
stocked with this holes
without any rope to bring me up to home

defeated by emotions..

title: Dear Mom (a poem of the unborn child)
by: edxaii^^

Dear Mom,

How do you feel right now?

I was there, inside your womb
for about 2 moths and 3 days
its my 3rd month when i'm gone
but its a life-time-sin you done!

I was there, hearing your voice
calling my name, touching my face
i was there, when you let that lady
pushing me out, cutting our lace

I was there, don't you hear me?
saying "mom don't do this to me!"
why don't you let me heal?
why does you did this deal?

My life belongs to you
expecting that i can walk out and play
getting in school and going home
but now you put out my flame

now your tears running in your face
you choose to let me die, now that i'm gone you cry
now i'm here inside this bottle, sorry is all you can say
an unborn child like me, i'm just a victim of this case

but if in case, we meet in heaven
i will tell you the words that you take away in me
mom, "i love you and i miss you.."
you will always be my mom and i am your son forever

even though you don't love me at all..

Love,
Baby Nylde


----- I wrote this poem to remind you how hurt to be killed by our own parents.
And to remind you how happy to have your own children.
Our child is the greatest gift that God can give to us.
They can be our purpose in life.

and i also wrote this poem to thank my mom for giving me a wonderful life that i have been experiencing right now, i thank her because even she is underage when i was inside of her womb, she still give me a chance to live, to laugh, and to love. i love you mom.. and i miss you so much. :(

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Last thing, Abortion is one of the problem that we can't control. It is illegal or banned to have an abortion here in Philippines. Under Articles 256, 258 and 259 of the Code mandate imprisonment for the woman who undergoes the abortion, as well as for any person who assists in the procedure, even if they be the woman's parents, a physician or midwife.
The woman who undergoes the abortion further impose in higher prison term.
Under this law, many of us still keep on doing this thing.

Daig pa ng mga ABORTIONISTA ang mga hired killer!
Ang mga hired killer pumapatay dahil may nagpapapatay, pero kadalasan yung mga pinapatay nila eh yung may mga atraso o kung hindi naman eh yung mga nakatikim na ng buhay dito sa mundo. Pero ang mga ABORTIONISTA, pumapatay sila ng mga batang walang kalaban laban. (Pero dibale, kung walang nagpapaabort walang abortionist pero kung walang abortionist wala rin naman mag papa-abort!)

For me, its not ethical to kill your own child for the sake of your dignity. In taking abortion you are just giving your self a life-long-pain and sin. If ever i'll get pregnant (pero sana huag naman..), i will never ever take the abortion as a solution. Rather, i'll fight for my child! If i had to choose between my family and my child, i rather choose my child.

Children is a gift of God. We should love them and take care of them. We don't have any rights to take their lives because we're not the one who give a life to them. Give them a chance to live and choose the life that they want to have.

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note: hi blogger friends! :) i miss you guys..
its been a week since my last post posted, am i right? hehe

have a nice day guys! i love you all.. muah muah muah :)

title: my perfect man
by: edxaii^^

you are my pillow that i lay at night
you are my security when i have fear in my life
you are my dreams when i am sleepin’
and you are my reality when i already dreamin..

when i open my eyes, i always see you
when i close it, i still breathin’ on you
sing with you and keep you forever
coz your my hidden treasure ever..

your my perfect man
your lips so soft and silk
when i kiss you i melt
our bodies interwine, every inch of you is FELT..

your my perfect man
your my best friend, perfect fit for a husbond
you’re the flatter that i feel in my heart
you’re the one that i think when were far apart..

and you are my one and only zealous
destiny that i ever had
and it will last in all the time..

title: “ON YOU”

by: edxaii^^

at first it just a little deal
a deal that turns into real
when you and i first met
there's little spark i felt

wearing a simple shirt and pants
wearing a simple eye glass in black
saying a simple words on me
saying a simple promise that can be

when your lips touched mine
there's something inside of it
when your smile smiles at me
there's something great i feel

coz there's only one thing I’ll do
its a three words only for you
I LOVE YOU and i really do
pls believe me coz my hearts now beats ON YOU

title: ALWAYS LOVE YOU
by: edsaii

late at night but i’m still awake,
after my tears down like a lake,
i cried because of you,
coz’ with you sometimes feelin’ blue..

after so many days that we wont talk,
after so many times that with you i dont walk,
after so many tear drops that fall,
finally i’m ready to tell you all and all..

i said ” i dont love you anymore “,
coz with you i always feel blue,
coz with you i cant fine the right clue,
coz with you i always feel like a fool..

i said ” i dont wanna try again “,
coz i cant find myself on your hand again,
but if you only just listen to what i said,
you’ll notice the real things behind itself..

remember all i said,
” i dont wanna love you anymore “
but the truth inside itsaid,
” i always love you more”
even you will break my heart once more..

tsk.
la kwenta nuh?
ahe’